Last week was big. I flew up home for the first time since Christmas (it's easy to be wayward when time moves so ridiculously fast, I for one refuse to believe it's any later than June. And certainly not October) and enjoyed wonderful, necessary quality time with family both immediate and extended, including the cats Roger and Poppy. Who were not entirely averse to my nuzzles.
This is Poppy. She looks like Roger, also a tabby. You can tell who is who though, because Roger's always studiously trying to be left alone and Poppy's always fixing to shred you like a confidential document.
I then met with friends on a sneaky weekend trip to Auckland, where we managed to halt the process of time somehow - unless it moves differently up there - and fit in a million different joyful activities, including magnificent brunch and endless coffee at Federal, hanging at Flash City, eating ice cream at The Dairy, drinking lunch beers at Tin Soldier, and trying on fancy beautiful dresses at Miss Crab. As well as that I met up for a coffee with rapper/poet Tourettes, which put the cool in "be cool" and that was all just Saturday, before we had a group snooze and pre-show beers and snacks and then saw WICKED. This was to be my third time seeing this musical, the first momentous occasion happening in London in 2011 and then again in New York City just a year ago. Having bawled so hard that I needed electrolyte replacement previously, I was prepared for more of the same, but managed to stay quite dry-faced for the most of it. Tears appeared, however, in I'm Not That Girl, (ughhh the poignancy) One Short Day (they're just such good friends!) and verily rained down during For Good (just run away together!) It was an incredible production, the cast was amazing, and - we are a tiny country - it was kinda neat to have such a juggernaut, a real proper modern Broadway show, here in New Zealand at roughly the same scale it should be. And even though I know every beat and tick of this show off by heart, nothing ever prepares me for the said-heart-dissolving experience of the end of Defying Gravity. Okay, I think I cried in that one, too.
I hadn't been to Auckland since November last year, which seems odd when I say it like that, but it's just how it has happened. So it was exciting to rush around and take in all the things it has and to feel all bright-lights-big-city (I adore Wellington, but it is wee.) Through some well-earned serendipity and just enough planning we managed to get into almost everywhere we wanted (except Depot - but hey) without delay, there were always carparks and everything we ate, from the swankest brunch to the most rapidly cooling fries-stuffed cheeseburgers with wine and beer at the kitchen table, was so, so excellent.
Speaking of eating excellent things: I had this idea recently, that mixing blueberries with a lot of aggressive yet balanced savoury ingredients could produce something quite delicious. I was correct - blueberries, sitting around in olive oil, lime juice, vinegar, spices, chilli, are so compelling, so head-shakingly correct together, that I nearly ate the lot before I even worked out what they were supposed to be. I called them pickled blueberries, but was it enough to just make them and eat them? I didn't think they'd work with chicken, steak and fruit is a derisive no, lamb - not quite, duck - too expensive, salmon - maybe? And then I had the idea to pair them with a chickpeas, their similar shape appealing to me, plus lots of creamy, rich, sharp feta, and to just build a salad from there. And it was the nicest thing ever.
But: don't feel you have to have a montage of self-discovery to make these, I mean, they really would've been perfect simply eaten out of the bowl till they were gone, and I still think they'd be swell with salmon, so if you want to make them and just do that: cool. There are no wrong answers. (Unless you serve it with steak. That is wrong.)
Blueberries have a particular sweetness, different to the jamminess of strawberries or the particular sour tang of raspberries - it's more subtly floral and muted. So, slightly unsettling though this recipe might sound, they actually work so well with all these strong flavours and textures, their blue juiciness bursting in your mouth with a rush of salt and sourness.
a recipe by myself. I wasn't sure if these actually counted as being pickled or whether they were just marinated or even just "blueberries with stuff" and was I just unconsciously buying in to some overarching pickle trend and then I was like "well this is just what I'm doing."
1 cup frozen blueberries (or fresh, get you with your seasonal fruit)
3 tablespoons olive oil, the best you can handle
1 large red chilli, deseeded and sliced finely
1 tablespoon rice vinegar
Juice and zest of one lime
1 teaspoon sugar
2 teaspoons coriander seeds
a dash of cinnamon
As much salt as you please
If the berries are frozen, allow them to defrost in a bowl, otherwise simply mix together all the ingredients, taste to see if you think it needs more salt, sugar, oil or vinegar, then leave to sit for at least ten minutes at room temperature before eating. They last around a week in the fridge, although the texture of the oil goes a bit odd when it's that cold it's certainly still very, very, thrice very edible.
I then stirred about 1/2 a cup of the berries into a salad along with 1 drained can of chickpeas, a few handfuls of handful of baby spinach leaves, one finely sliced and overpriced capsicum, an entire damn packet of feta, roughly crumbled, plus some more olive oil and coriander seeds and a generous spoonful of fried shallots from a packet. It was a wondrous combination - crispness and crunch of the juicy, fresh kind and the fried, brittle kind; the sweet blueberries against the creamy salty feta and the bite of chili against everything, really.
Poppy, once more.
Am still delighting in being a real cookbook author. In fact, I'm currently trying to organise an Auckland launch party for my cookbook, so get in touch if you want to give me a ton of premium champagne for free. If not: don't bother (oh my gosh, kidding, I've had so much lovely feedback and correspondence from people about the cookbook and it's the sweetest, kindest, heart-swellingest thing ever. Much sweeter than champagne.) Am still also not winning the gold medal for sleeping decently, in fact am somehow getting even worse at this sleeping regularly thing. But: getting there, slowly. One day at a time.
title via: Blue Velvet. Obsessed with Lana Del Rey's cover of it.
The never-not-astounding Lorde's 400 Lux. Got a lot to not do.
Icona Pop's Just Another Night. I love the way the singer's voice breaks a tiny bit when she sings "it's just another night, on the other side."
Sky Ferreira, You're Not The One. I love the enormous drums and spaciousness and general perfection of it all.
next time: after a week away, I kind of have no idea...